When the reality of play beats fantasy (part 1 - sol)

 

It's always a magical day when you can make one of your partner's long term fantasies come true ... and an even better day when he tells you later that the reality was even better than the fantasy!

You might remember we posted some photos of sol's latest construction:

We asked readers if they had any idea of it's function. One reader thought it might be a James Bond torture testicles chair, which was a good idea and indeed it could be used for that. Another emailed to ask if it was another queening stool, and again it can do that.

Time for the big reveal ... in sol's words:

"My latest woodwork project is a stool designed specifically so that Mistress  can pee directly into my mouth, comfortably and with little fuss. "

Pee play has been a part of our D/s relationship for several years. We know it's not for everyone but if it's something that interests you we sincerely encourage you to try it. We wasted a lot of time not communicating clearly about our shared desires.

Here are some of the water sports scenes we've posted about:

• Our first play with pee 
• Male subs drank their Mistress' pee in champagne glasses as a reward at the end of a tea party
• Part 1 of a really great scene: Subspace as 20,000 feet
• Part 2: The Infamous Film Canister Reappears
• How to do pee play on long car trips

Sol wrote about his interest in pee play in that first post:

"For a long time I had been interested in adding "watersports" (specifically drinking Mistress160's pee) to our bdsm repertoire. I had tried dropping ever so subtle hints - so subtle, She says,they were almost nonexistent. Eventually we managed to communicate and She agreed this was something She wanted to try, too...

"As an aside here, one difficulty I (and I think many other submissives) have in communicating our desires is that we want to be "forced" to do something that is taboo and unpleasant. If I could go to my Wife one morning and say "please Ma'am, may I drink your pee ?", then it wouldn't press my buttons. I want the delicious submissive cravings for a situation where She simply pushes me to my knees, says "now don't you dare spill a drop", and pisses in my mouth without me having a say in it at all. Of course in the real world this won't happen unless we talk about what my needs and desires are and how they fit in with Her needs and desires...

"The idea of providing 'toilet service' to my Mistress has been part of my fantasies for almost as long as I can remember, with origins probably reaching back to my almost pre-sexual submissive fantasies of childhood. How thoroughly degrading it would be to drink Her pee, to be Her toilet. How convenient it would be for Her if, on a cold winter's night, instead of having to get out of bed to take a pee, She could just wake me up and have me crawl under the sheets. Or in a dark, near-deserted cinema ... for me to crawl under Her skirt so she doesn't have to miss a minute of the film ... and then to sit with a bladder bursting, and having to ask (and be denied!) permission. Mmmm ... But all things need to begin somewhere ...

"Fantasizing about midnight 'service' under the covers may be well and good, but could turn into a very messy and uncomfortable night changing the bed and airing the mattress if it all goes wrong. We decided that taking a shower together (after She had consumed so many glasses of water that 'performance anxiety' wouldn't be a problem) would be the ideal place to start.

That first scene, our first real attempt, was very powerful for sol:

"One week in August we were staying in a house that had a shower almost big enough to lie down in, and I noticed in the morning that She was a little more bright-eyed than usual. We went in to shower together, and for five minutes or so we enjoyed the warm water, washed each other down with soap, and allowed the steam to build up enough that the room was warm and comfortable. Then She positioned herself so that the water was against her back, grabbed my arms and kissed me deeply, and then pushed me firmly down with a hand on the top of my head, until I was on my knees, with my face level with Her neatly trimmed pussy.

"She spread her legs slightly, and guided my mouth to Her crotch. Out of reflex, I extended my tongue and started to lick, but She stopped me with a tap on the back of my head. I waited while She concentrated, and after a minute or so, started to feel a hot, wet trickle start to hit the tip of my tongue. I had to bend my neck uncomfortably to get my mouth to the right place, but I stretched and pressed, and eventually managed to start drinking Her pee for the first time.

"I was prepared for the taste - bitter, even acrid, a little salty - but wasn't prepared for the way the aftertaste and more subtle scents fill your mouth and nose. Purely as a drink, you could perhaps treat this like cough medicine - it tastes bad but you can do it - but urine is not 'just a drink'. The subtle scents of it bring back memories of badly maintained public toilets, of squalid back alleys, and you are on your knees drinking it warm from the woman you love. Who is holding you to Her crotch with a hand pressed on the back of your head, as She pisses directly into your mouth. Realistically, I probably caught about 1/3 of her stream, some lost as I was finding the right angle, some as I struggled to swallow and catch it at the same time.

"It was powerful. It was profound. When She had finished, She cleaned us up under the shower spray for a few seconds, then turned off the water and helped me to my feet. I was too overcome to stand for a little while, and she had to wrap a towel around me and help me across the hall and into bed. Where we cuddled, and slowly recovered ... and where I found, when I entered her, that she was as wet as I was hard...".

Several years later pee play (usually with a tube sol designed) is quite common in our D/s life:

 

We both enjoy using this but it does have limitations. I'd like to sol to take over now and tell you more about his latest creation:

"One very long term fantasy of mine has been to drink my Mistress' pee. We have done this in practice many times now, but usually through a funnel. While this fulfils many elements of my fantasies and is very arousing, one key element of my long term desires has still been missing: drinking her pee directly from the source.

"We have tried this a few times in the shower, with mixed success. If she stands with her legs slightly apart, and I kneel in front, I can just get my lips to the right place to catch some urine, but most of it escapes. Sometimes I cup my hand below her pussy, catching the stream and directing it into my mouth. More successfully, I sit on the floor of the shower, put my hands behind me to support me, and can get my mouth into the right place to catch most of her stream. It's not very comfortable, though, and it takes some arranging - not something you can do every day.

"My latest woodwork project is a stool designed specifically so that Mistress can pee directly into my mouth, comfortably and with little fuss"

Once sol had finished his woodworking he placed a whole lot of cushions in it so we could get the positioning of his head right:

Like so:

Finally - after I'd drunk a thermos of hot water and had two soft drinks and jumped up and down a bit lol -  it was time to try it out :) We covered the cushions with plastic and then placed a towel on top:

Sol then lay down:

We worked out a signally system as he was obviously not going to be able to talk much during this: one tap with his hands on my thighs for "yes" / "go", two taps for "no" / "stop".

We began ... sol wrote later:

"I lie down looking up. Mistress comes towards me, naked from the waist down, and stands with her legs apart, straddling my body. I start to feel aroused as I see her pussy, exposed by her parted legs. She moves closer to get into position, until she is ready to start sitting down, and I am looking directly upwards at her. Just as her exposed vulva fill my field of vision, I catch the scent of her, a scent that is washed away completely by the shower. Her labia cover my nose as she positions herself far enough forwards for my mouth to catch her pee. My entire sensory world is filled with her pussy, and I'm pinned underneath her, barely able to breathe. Using hand signals, she shifts back and forth until my mouth aligns with her urethra, and I shape my lips to form a seal.

"When she starts to pee, my mouth is quickly filled by the warm, sour,  slightly salty liquid, and I have to try to swallow without closing my mouth.  It's something I've been practicing, but being right there and *having* to do it gives me a submissive rush. I gulp and gulp, struggling but succeeding in keeping up, until a greater need takes over. Eventually I need to breathe, so I signal (two taps with my hands) and she stops for me to take a breath.

"It's intense. My senses are totally filled. It takes concentration and you  have to work to keep up. You keep going as long as you can before needing a breath, because you're providing a service, and your own breathing is an inconvenience. And it's taboo, a transgression..."

When I was finished I got up, wiped a few small spots of pee away and looked at sol's enormous erection. "How was that?" I asked. "So much better than my fantasies" he replied. He later wrote of this: 

"desire I have had for thirty years or more, being finally played out in the flesh. The sum of all the parts is better than the dream, because in the dream all you really have is your own feelings, how you think you will feel when it happens, not the scent, the taste, the sensations, and the real live person sharing the experience with you."

I was so delighted everything had gone well. I was also incredibly turned on. I moved the stool away, left one cushion for sol's head and then sat on his face. I masturbated him while his tongue and lips pleasured me. I then got him to take over wanking while I pinched his nipples hard and moved my hips slightly so he was rimming me.

He asked for permission to come - in a rather muffled fashion, as I was sitting on his face - and did so quickly:

You should have seen his huge grin after we'd finished. You should have seen mine!

What a wonderful new item to add to our toys, thank you sol :)

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